Always nice to say that cancer is gone. As of this week, the lump is no more. Technically that doesn’t mean the cancer is completely gone, but I like that thought. It more means that the lump is gone and technically there could still be a little still left, which is why I will continue chemo and have surgery. This is the first time since October that I cannot feel the lump and it is a great feeling.
Honestly, there is not much to report for the past week. I have felt pretty good. I somehow feel like I am cheating chemo by not feeling horrible, but I will embrace feeling good. I have some nose bleeds now that are annoying, but that is about it. My taste buds seem to be back to normal. I was even able to enjoy cookie dough and wine this week (not together, although that doesn’t sound bad).
I am learning to embrace that my body feels better and see what I can do. I ran a 10k this morning in 20 degree snowy weather and loved it. Yes, it was crazy slow for me and I am using a run/walk, but I got it done and will keep training. My friends are doing a half or full marathon in Eugene, Oregon in April and I am really hoping to be able to join for the half.
I am looking forward to plans after cancer. I have been holding back a bit on planning, but this week I changed that. I don’t always have as much energy for socializing right now, but more time on the couch relaxing means that I have time to plan and organize.
- Disney Food and Wine Half Marathon is happening. I have a wonderful group of friends and family joining me for this and I will use this to convince me to train post surgery. Oh and I need to complete the challenge to get all of the villain themed medals and shirts so bring on the 10k and half marathon.
- Tokyo Olympics is also happening! I bought tickets this week when they went on sale! I will be watching a dear friend compete at track and field and enjoying some beach volleyball. Oh yeah…Disney also has two parks in Tokyo that I will need to visit. I plan on a week or so in the city and then a week exploring outside of the city. I can’t wait to start planning this in detail!
- Finishing my basement bathroom. I know this isn’t travel, but I have enough energy to consider getting this done now and I have some amazing friends willing to help. (This means more people can come visit anytime).
- Purdue volleyball…several of my teammates have talked for years about a reunion and I am trying to make it happen. We shall see how successful we are given everyone’s crazy schedules, but we can try.
This week brings my third Taxol treatment and a meeting with the breast surgeon to discuss surgery. I am interested in learning more from her and being able to comprehend a little more since I won’t be in shock during this appointment.
As always, thank you all for your support. I read an article that was titled “Wanna Feel Loved…Get Cancer” and I hate to say it but it is true. You are all amazing! Thank you!